agosto 09, 2004

Vargtimmen (ii)



Alma: I've been wondering about one thing - are you in a hurry? - : I want to ask something. A woman who lives with a man for a long time, does she not end up like the man? She loves him, attempts to think like him. She likes him. It is said such things can change a person. Is that why I started to see the other ones? Or did they really exist? I believe... if I had loved him less and not worried so much about what surrounded him... Would I have been better able to protect him? Or was it that I did not love him sufficiently, which caused my jealousy? Is that the reason for those "cannibals", as he called them... Is that why things went so bad for us? I felt so close to him. Sometimes he would say he felt close to me too. One time, he said so decisively. If only I could have followed him at all times! So many things to think about... so many questions. Sometimes you dont know in from out, and you turn completely...